Wow...I think i'm more mature that i thought i am! I dont know why! Well the only thing i was thinking about is get a degree as soon as possible! In order to do that, i have to study full time for another 5years... that's suck! But i mean who doesnt wanna get a degree...? For me degree is a thing to prove people i can do this i can do that...or to do something i wanna do! However, I'm totally lost, like i have no idea what i wanna do or like why i wanna stay at school!
Before i thought that it's all because the streess or those works...but now i dont think so! What i am sure is i need to find my characters ...! In order to do that i need to try new stuff or work a little bit. Therefore taking a gap year would be good for me!
I remeber people were shoked that i'm taking a gap year after i'm done with this course! But i think this time i really know what i want! I coudlnt find any reason why i wanna stay at school! Well there is one, to get the certificate..! other than that i truely couldnt think of any!
I really need to stop comparing myself to others...and also stop blaming how old i am...! people learn for their whole life! So i still have tons of times! What's more important? Focus on god more...sometime we totally forgot the bigger picture..! There gonna be reason why god puts you here... So yeah! Now i think god is telling me to take a gap year..! Youll never know what comes next! But my life is yours lord...! I trust you!
2 comments:
Hugo!!!
I think a gap year is a great idea. I almost took a gap year but I ended up going to college instead. But I think it can be a great time to figure out what you want to do and to get some good life experience. Even if you stay in HK and work, sometimes people just really need a break from school so that when they start school again they are refreshed and more excited about starting a new program.
But it's also important to keep in mind that you really do go back to school if that's what you want. Make sure that a gap "year" doesn't turn into a gap "5 years" or gap "20 years"!!! ;)
I know right? Cuz you know.. for now i couldnt think of any reason why i should still stay at school! It's to chill and like i dont have aim on it!So i'm thinking to go to austrlia for my gap year.. the visa will last for 12months..! So yeah! But i havent decided yet,,! If i'm going i wont be there for your wedding..!sad...
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