Oh my gosh! I've never thought of that as in like a big deal! In fact it is...! So i went to resound today! Mel and i were kinda late, so the song that we heard was how he loves us! And i think it's great song but i didnt have any feeling with that song!
Then jason started talking...I dont wanna talk about the whole thing. So i'm just talk about the stuff that stand out personally! ?Well he was kinda saying like how jesus had done nothing back in the time, but God still say "he's my son the one i plesased!" And he was explanning how we dont have to do anything thing to make God loves us! Because we are born in the way he loves us! And of course he created us as the way he wants us to be! Still, at that point i wasnt having any special feeling about it!
Then he showed us one of his birthday cards from his little brother! and it's said at the end "you should keep it...because this is one of a kind!" I was dumb i didnt even feel any yet! Then he showed us the video that i watched before..!The video was telling that a son cant even move his arm but he wants to run a Marathon... and his dad said yes to him, he was running with him the whole time with his heelchair! Not even a running Marathon he took him to Triathlon, while he was swimming he was swimming with the little boat..! That's the way how god loves us too! The father was doing those things to see his son' smile!The way how god illustrate his love to us...! It's just AWESOME! Like I started crying during the video..! That he's kinda saying why we dont need to comparing with others, or like do more and like doing good stuff to make myself holier! Cuz we are one of a kind! And we are not human Doings, we 're human beings!
I was crying a lot during the talk ... Cuz i know how bad i wanna be famous, how bad i wanna be a perfect child perfect friend, perfect brother... In fact, we 're not even close! We just gonna keep failing ourselves! it makes our lifes even worse with these kind of burden that we made to ourselves...! However, God's always there for us! His love is gonna make this kind burden vanished and turn into something good! Just like the lyrics said "he turns ashes to beauty"
This is really important to me. Cuz i'm the type of guy that always saying to myself" I'm not good enough". God said you're suck if you gonna judge yourself basic on human perspective, it's never gonna be good enough! However From my perspective you're one of a kind, just the way i want you to be, cuz you're my lovely son..! So put down your burden. cuz you have my love and you know what i think of you already!
God thank you for saying this to me! you touch my heart! You're so aweome! Ilove you so much! And i will try my best to remember that i 'm one of a kind of yours!
1 comment:
Yeah Hugo! This is right. I think this is a great lesson to learn. I'm glad that you were able to go to Resound and hear the speaker. An important thing to remember is that this is true even when you're not feeling it emotionally. Like, when you don't feel like crying because of how good God is, it doesn't mean that He's not good anymore, ya know?
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