I think you guys all know that i've been barely showing up recently. Umm, i think the reason is because i didnt think i deserve this wonderful and GREAT( as Crowder said) relationship with God. At that time i have a lot of problems to deal with. For example, my Mom's family having a money problem because of her husband loses his job, my dad still having a low paid job, school stuff is driven me crazy and i was kinda learning to be more independence. Those stuff were making me really stressful. Therefore i didnt wanna go to church at all to show my pitty face!
Today, i went to the 5pm service( thanks Tyler) The Service was GREAT because was about God. One thing was like slap my face off! He said something like " nothing can make god loves you more or less!" At that point i started crying cuz i've forgot the most important thing about god, and he was kinda mentioned the song that i have no idea what that is. The lyrics was so touching. After the speaking we sang the " Here im to worship" i couldnt hold my tears anymore, then i ask Caro for tissue, i hope i didnt scared you!
The reason why i was crying is because i always tell myself that why im going through all those stuff but no one is there to say something like "everything's gonna be okay!" or "you're doing great!" . But today i really feel love from God. HE really touches my heart. Now i know what's like to have a relationship with God. This is what i have never tried before!
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Yeah Hugo! God has this cool ability to know when we need some extra encouragement. I'm glad you had this experience.
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